Excited...

Well tonight was the first night of my bible study with all my close friends. It was awesome. I'm really looking forward to growing closer to Christ and to my friends as well. This couldn't have come at a better time for me.

I hate the way I'm feeling but somehow I'm finding joy in it because I have learned SO many news things about myself and what to do in my next relationship. It's exciting, but I pray that I don't rush into anything until I am fully healed and ready to give my full attention to whoever it my be. Lord I pray that I stay patient and know that there is somebody out there for me and she will love me for me and not keep tallies on my faults and count them against me. It's amazing to know that I will one day love somebody more than I love Ashley and I cannot wait for that day to come. Lord I will continue to live with my eyes on you and I will continue to be patient and I will continue to lead and live my life for you. Mend my heart Lord. Make it strong once more. Make it a 2 Timothy 1:7 heart once again. In your Heavenly name, Amen.