Jeep is mine and school is pretty much over...

Like it says above, I sold my two cars and now the Jeep is mine. It's really nice and I feel really blessed to be able to have it. I'm so ready for school to out. I can't wait for summer. The thing I'm not looking forward to and at the same time I am is Ashley and I are going to meet at some point and talk. I'm not really sure how I feel about everything and I don't have a clue what is going on in her life because she has completely shut me out of it which really hurts.
I don't know what she's looking for when we will get together or what the point of it will be so I'm kind of nervous because I don't have a clue what to expect. I'm hoping God will continue to carry this burden for me. Without His help and guidance I don't know where I'd be at this point. All I can say about Ashley at this moment is that I still love her very much. Other than that, I don't know. I'm just going to continue to keep my eyes on Christ and put the situtation with Him and I know whatever outcome, it will be for the best. Well now I have to get back to writing this paper which is my absolute last thing for this school year. Later and God bless.